Yes, I am now a medical student, class 2014 from UP College of Medicine.
Isa lang masasabi ko sa medschool. Iba.
At dahil marami oang adjustments, ang hirap timplahin ng mga tao. I belong to a class composed of slected 160 people, the brightest and the smartest daw. the cream of the crop (or crap?! minsan kasi ganito yung pronounciation ng ibang prof, di ko sure kung sadya. lol!) anyway, as such. ang hirap talaga. I mean, everybody has an opinion. things are more complicated. mahirap makisama. hahaha! at syempre, dahil ako ito. hahaha! siguro at times, ganoon din ako, playing the devil's advocate and all.
hai.. so before i continue studying for my impending doom that is my OS203 exams for tomorrow, i am practicing my extensor digitorum, flexor digitorum supercialis and profundus, and all that she-bang, typing this half-coherent blog entry.
Well, madami siguro akong angst ngayon. I mean, I have so many questions, and I can't find answers. Or maybe because, until now, a month after, I still can't find a group of friends I am really comfortable with.
Gawd! I just want to scream! hai..
maybe i was just expecting too much from myself.. and from other people..
i hope things will be much better.
I miss my ph friends. my highschool friends.
i miss my former life. :)