it's all in your mind... contempt-orary mythology...



Reason—it is no more reliable tool than instinct, myth or dream.

But it has the potential to be far more dangerous, for us.

Reason—is a flawed tool at best.

But certain conclusions become inescapable...




Monday, July 27, 2009
Hassle

Dahil kawawa na ang blog na ito bilang ang lest entry pa ay noong thrid year undergrad pa ako.. I will put an entry today.

Yes, I am now a medical student, class 2014 from UP College of Medicine.
Isa lang masasabi ko sa medschool. Iba.

At dahil marami oang adjustments, ang hirap timplahin ng mga tao. I belong to a class composed of slected 160 people, the brightest and the smartest daw. the cream of the crop (or crap?! minsan kasi ganito yung pronounciation ng ibang prof, di ko sure kung sadya. lol!) anyway, as such. ang hirap talaga. I mean, everybody has an opinion. things are more complicated. mahirap makisama. hahaha! at syempre, dahil ako ito. hahaha! siguro at times, ganoon din ako, playing the devil's advocate and all.

hai.. so before i continue studying for my impending doom that is my OS203 exams for tomorrow, i am practicing my extensor digitorum, flexor digitorum supercialis and profundus, and all that she-bang, typing this half-coherent blog entry.

Well, madami siguro akong angst ngayon. I mean, I have so many questions, and I can't find answers. Or maybe because, until now, a month after, I still can't find a group of friends I am really comfortable with.

Gawd! I just want to scream! hai..
maybe i was just expecting too much from myself.. and from other people..

i hope things will be much better.

I miss my ph friends. my highschool friends.
i miss my former life. :)

Posted at 12:37 pm by arkantos

 

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Mark Austine Fabian Gawaran.
Schools: from Manila Science High School to University of the Philippines-Manila
Birthday: March 25

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Outside of my Comfort Zone

janis (gilagid)

    lenlen (juday monay)

    robert (boyband)

    mimah (silent)

    bench (abused worker)

    coy (koiapiks)

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How do I love thee? Let me reckon them

I love you like a tree that needs a stem

Like a puppy that necessitates its mother’s milk

Nourishes and fosters my life in every ilk

 

My love for thee is incessant and interminable

Outstrips the murmuration of starlings that at times fall

Akin to the much of the sand in the coast of Cannes

The same rapture satiates the spirit of that of man’s

 

I love thee in every rim He made you

The wit and lure; the zeal and apathy; the things you do

Aphrodite, Athena, Artemis, Demeter and Hestia

Availeth! Nothing compares to my inamorata!

 

I thou need thee for I love thee

Not that I love thee because I thou need thee

And that such I love thee liberally, wholly, boundlessly

And that I love thee not of anything but of love itself

 

I love thee that I never doubt of it

I love thee and it’s stronger than Death

I love thee and not alters when it alteration finds

I love thee and has no remedy but to love thee more

 

I love thee that my saved-up wishes start to come out

I love thee and madness it may seem

I love thee so rich that which submits to the arbitration of time

I love thee for I love thee and it is

 

[i notice that many people post some lyrics in their blogs but i want to be unique that's why i      post my poem here.]

[...and i wrote this when i was in my third year in high school. it is for a project...]






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